Stranded Thoughts

when i need you…

Stranded — Sat, 16 Aug 2008 12:47:58 +0000

la lang… this song is for you… that’s what I’m doin’ if I’m missing you… all I have to do is close my eyes and imagine myself that you’re hugging me from behind… and whispering “i love you…” a million times ’til I get to sleep…

Leo Sayer - When I Need You

When I need you
I just close my eyes and I’m with you
And all that I so want to give you
Is only a heartbeat away
When I need love
I hold out my hand and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day

Miles and miles of empty
space in between us
A telephone can’t take the
place of your smile
But I won’t be traveling forever
It’s cold out, but hold out
And do like I do

When I need you
I just close my eyes and I’m with you
And all that I so want to give you
Is only a heartbeat away

It’s not easy when the road is your driver
But honey that’s the heavy
load that we bear
But I won’t be traveling a lifetime
It’s cold out, but hold out
And do like I do
When I need you

But I won’t be traveling a lifetime
It’s cold out, oh honey, hold out
And do like I do

When I need you
I just close my eyes and I’m with you baby
And all that I so want to give you
Is only a heartbeat away

When I need love
I hold out my hand and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day
Baby, when I need you

I’m in a cloud and I’m
holding my hand out to you
Holding my hand out to you
Holding my hand out for you

yesterday, today and tomorrow

Stranded — Tue, 12 Aug 2008 21:28:44 +0000

It’s almost a year since the first time that I’ve talked to you and for me it always feels like it just happened yesterday…. I’ve already admitted that I like you from the very start but you just laugh when I told you about it. I know it was a normal reaction and it’s even more normal for you to think that I was just like one of those girls who already told you that they like you. Up to now I didn’t know what came to my mind that it feels like I lose my sanity when I told you about it. Words just came out of my mouth and honestly I didn’t even think about it… I just feel it that’s why I’ve said it. But what can I do? I’ve tried so hard not to think about you to the extent that I’ve tried to hide in ym so I can’t get the chance to talk to you but things just happen so fast and I couldn’t control myself not to talk to you… You rock my world baby… I’m so into you… don’t ever let me go baby coz I will never let you go… I love you so much… you came to my life unexpectedly… I’ve already told you that I prayed to HIM that I needed someone to be there for me so I can go on with my life again… then you came and now my life is complete… I love you for who you are… I’m so in love with you girl… I can’t live without you…

Sweetness #001

Stranded — Tue, 12 Aug 2008 12:25:39 +0000

“You may have heard this words or you may hear it a million times from other people who came into your life… Some say it for nothin’ or simply just for the sake of saying it but I would always mean it with all my heart and soul. When I came to realize about what I feel for you, I knew from then that I existed to love no one else but you… And because of that love, you teach me to care for others and value them… And to love myself at the same time… I’m so field with imperfections but with you I can be just myself and feel accepted for everythin’ that I am. The have been more bad times lately than good ones, but when I make you smile I’m good… I could go on and on and wait ’til the time you’d smile again… ”

trying hard

Stranded — Sat, 02 Aug 2008 11:52:38 +0000

I’m so sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done and I’m sorry if most of the time I can’t explain myself well but I know that you know my true feelings for you… Sometimes its much better to just keep my mouth shut and just let you feel my love but there were times that actions and feelings are not enough and words are needed to make myself fully understand by you. I don’t know… I’m not so good into words but if given a chance that you can be with me then that’s the time that you would really understand me without having to explain everything that I wanna tell you. Like right now, I’m havin’ a feeling that this words that I’m saying were all non sense… And whenever I’ve tried to put all my thoughts into words, I always ended up saying the wrong things which most of the time make you feel so upset… lolz geez I’m so crazy… if only it would be possible to just get myself wired and the other end could be directly connected to your heart and mind so that you’ll know what my heart and mind wants to tell you… but I know it can’t be… I’m so in love with you… that’s all…

the bet

Stranded — Mon, 28 Jul 2008 15:49:16 +0000

Me and Kath went out to buy something when I received an sms message from you telling me that You and Dondon made a bet that if our team won’t win in superclocks, you will not be able to talk to me for 3 days… I honestly believe that you can make it but He is in our team and that’s the problem. You know he also has this “evil mind” just like us that he can make our team lose and not cooperate with you so you would lose the game. When I went back, as I’ve expected our team didn’t make it and when I check out what happened, I knew it… I knew he didn’t make efforts to click so that our team could win. In short, you lose the game and much worst is that you really don’t wanna talk to me for three days… 3 days??????? Geez… I was so disappointed that I wanna hit Dondon’s face for not doing he’s part to win the game. You know that I can’t last a day without you… Since the time that we’ve known each other it’s so unusual for me not to talk to you even just for a while… But I’m so glad that my convincing power works that you were convinced to just forget about that crazy bet. I love you baby… please don’t do that again…

Stay…

Stranded — Fri, 11 Jul 2008 14:31:08 +0000

If only I can make you stay… but I know you’ve been hurt and I need to suffer the consequences of what I’ve done… Maybe I’m not the one for you… but who knows… *sigh I love you baby… and now everything is gone and I have to live my life on my own now… I have to be strong… but I don’t know if I can go on without you…

I want you stay
Never go away from me
Stay forever
but now, now that you’re gone,
all I can do is pray for you
to be here beside me again

Why did you have to leave me?
When you said that love would conquer all
Why did you have to leave me
When you said that dreaming was good as reality

and now I must move on
trying to forget all the memories
of you near me
but I can’t let go of your love that has taught me
to hold on
(repeat from the beginning)
(repeat *)

I want you to stay never go away from me, stay forever
I want to stay but I have to go my way…

falling apart

Stranded — Fri, 04 Jul 2008 19:21:06 +0000

Everything seems falling apart so fast that I can’t almost breathe…

You’re all that I ever want… and you’re all that I ever need…. You’re the one that I wanna spend the rest of my life with…. but I don’t know what’s happening to us…. I have no intention to hurt you in any way but what I’ve been doing was the wrong thing that made you feel so disappointed… and it’s so f*cking frustrating why it’s too hard for us to be happy like the way that we want to…

I’m so tired of being lonely…. I’m so tired of this life…. I’m starting to believe that everything was just a dream…. and that you can never be mine…. you are just a dream…. and if you’re just a dream then I don’t wanna wake up and see myself longing for the love that is not real…. but I can’t force you to stay if you really wanna go away… I have no choice but to let you go if the time comes that you don’t want me anymore…

I want you to know that for as long as I can feel that you love me then I will be just right here and wait ’til the times comes that you will wrap your arms around me and tell me that you will never let me go…

I may be so lonely now… but I know someday I will be completely happy… we will be happy… I know…

Image by : Larssen

I need to be next to you…

Stranded — Fri, 04 Jul 2008 01:41:03 +0000

I’ve been looking for the right song that would best describe what I truly feel inside…
and now finally I found one…

I love you so much baby…

Been running from this feelings for so long
Telling my heart I didn’t need it
Pretending I was better off alone
But I know that it’s just a lie
So afraid to take a chance again
So afraid of what I feel inside

Right here with you is right where I belong
I lose my mind if I can’t see you
Without you there is nothing in this life
That would make life worth living for
I can’t bear the thought that you’re not there
I can’t fight what I feel any more

Cause I need to be next to you
(need to be next to you)
Oh I, oh I
I need to share every breath with you
(share every breath with you)
Oh I, oh I
I need to know I can see you smile each morning
Look into your eyes each night for the rest of my life
Here with you, near with you, oh I
Cause I need to be next to you
I need to have your arms next to mine for all the time
Hold you for all my life
I need to be next to you
I need to be next to you
Need to be, need to be next to you
Share every breath with you
I need to feel you in my arms, baby, in my arms baby
I need to be next to you
Cause I need to be next to you…

hihintayin kita…

Stranded — Wed, 25 Jun 2008 06:01:40 +0000

hanggat nararamdaman ko ang pagmamahal na yun hindi hindi ako mawawalan ng pagasa na babalik pa ang dating Lex na minahal ko… mahal na mahal kita… mahal na mahal kita… alam ko babalik ka pa… alam ko babalik ka pa… mahal na mahal kita sobra…. hindi ka ibibigay sakin para mawala lang ng ganun kabilis… di ko kaya ng wala ka… mahal na mahal kita sobra… maghihintay ako kahit gaano katagal… mahal na mahal kita…

"you pissed people off into leaving you behind…"

Stranded — Mon, 23 Jun 2008 18:25:34 +0000

Maybe it’s really true…

I thought this time that I am finally free…. I thought there’s no reason for me not to be happy and no reason for me to stop doing things that I really wanna do…. but I don’t know…. what’s happening to us? I think it’s really true that LOVE is not just like a fairytale that always have a happy ending… Was it just a dream? Are you for real???

I guess I was just a fool…. or maybe I was just so stupid to believe that YOU and I can get the chance to be together…. If you only knew how much I love you…

Before I was so afraid that I might just wake up one day and you will just walk away…. but it seems like you’re gonna run away soon because I pissed you off… Did I really pissed you off?? I want you to know that I have no intention to do such things…. maybe I was never really good at loving… and I was never really good at explaining… All my life I was waiting for someone like you… but I was so stupid that I messed up everything just like that… Now I deserved to be ALONE again… But I want you to know that all I wanna do is to be with you and love you with all my heart… but I guess it will never happen….

This life is so unfair… so unfair that I didn’t get the chance to be with you even just for one second…

I just wanna hold you in my arms so tight that I will never let you go… never… because I love you so… you mean everything to me… you mean everything to me baby….

Maybe it’s much better to love you in silence… for in silence I’m so free to love you endlessly… I’m so sorry if you’re getting hurt because of me…