falling apart

Everything seems falling apart so fast that I can’t almost breathe…

You’re all that I ever want… and you’re all that I ever need…. You’re the one that I wanna spend the rest of my life with…. but I don’t know what’s happening to us…. I have no intention to hurt you in any way but what I’ve been doing was the wrong thing that made you feel so disappointed… and it’s so f*cking frustrating why it’s too hard for us to be happy like the way that we want to…

I’m so tired of being lonely…. I’m so tired of this life…. I’m starting to believe that everything was just a dream…. and that you can never be mine…. you are just a dream…. and if you’re just a dream then I don’t wanna wake up and see myself longing for the love that is not real….  but I can’t force you to stay if you really wanna go away… I have no choice but to let you go if the time comes that you don’t want me anymore…

I want you to know that for as long as I can feel that you love me then I will be just right here and wait ’til the times comes that you will wrap your arms around me and tell me that you will never let me go…

I may be so lonely now… but I know someday I will be completely happy… we will be happy… I know…

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